alex parks; maybe that's what it takes

looking back, how did i get here
chasing circles, never thought so near
i'm shaded by the red

i went running! on my own! for the first time ever in the 9teen years of my existence on this planet (okay, i ran for like 2o mins nonstop and sorta walked-ran, with walking taking priority here, for another 2omins. but still, everyone starts from somewhere!)
never thought i'd say this but hitting the showers after running and uh, eating seedless green grapes, watching shows online feels like bliss right now.
emotionally charged day ystd, anyone?

ystd was also day o1 of new school term for me
felt surprisingly good to see familiar faces (i.e budds, yins)
realised i've been neglecting/ MIA-ing a tad too much during the hols, sorry, people.
PLUS i def need to pull up that miserable CAP score, with what seems like everyone getting 4-headers ._.
INSANE, I TELL YOU.
going shoppinggg ltr to get back to school stuff to uh, boost morale and pump in some inspiration!
budds we can do it!! no more unsuccessful study seshs ending up at River Island!
though NM Media Writing sounds prettyyy tough and stringent..weekly grammar quizzes, zomg. i hope my tutees' parents will never get hold of my scores.

so anyway first day of school was melodramatic
with me waking up at 7 freaking am to trot all the way to unknown biz fac
i've never gone to a lecture on my own before, much less venture beyond fass
but it actually went alright, without feeling like a lost lamb and actually 10mins early
but guess what's the catch
there i was happily feeling triumphant, sense of achievement blahblah
till i noticed a sign that said lessons commence next week
i almost died.

ohkay back to watching shows.
grey's anatomy's resumed with ep11! woot.
wonder what verdict came out of the writers' strike.

/i haven't blogged in eons. i feel like i'm talking to myself. hello, self.